12/6/2026: im a weak person. im scared that its a quality i've always had. i don't know how to change it. i don't even know if i even can be changed. i have the tendency to downplay my own accomplishments and compare myself to others. im so privileged and yet i've accomplished seemingly nothing with my life. supportive parents, a nice home, access to education. and yet i can't seem to take advantage of any of it. i'm not really sure how to take charge of my life. tomorrow i promise myself i will be better.